Dear Himitsu:

Sorry for not writing for two whole days! I got a little sick for awhile. My body's really frail and gets sick really easily. I felt too weak to do anything, much less writing. I probably only would have said,"I'm sick," and that would be the end of the entry anyway. I wouldn't have had much energy and thinking power to say much else.

But I feel much better now. Papa even made me soup which made me very happy. We really don't talk much, and we were able to talk a little that day. But Kaolite-san had to ruin it all saying she needed him in the lab and it was really important. Grr... I'm sure it wasn't anything important at all and she just wanted to make me miserable by taking all attention away from me that my dad was giving me. I saw that 'victorious' look on her face when she followed papa down the hall to the lab. >=(

I really wish I had a pet to keep me company (not saying that you don't keep my company enough). I wish I had Goldie back. Goldie was my pet goldfish I had when I was little. One day, I had one of my 'fits' (they were smaller and more mild back then) and when I came out of it, Goldie's bowl was broken and she was dead! I cried so hard. Kaolite-san tried to blame it on me saying that I killed Goldie!  I just know she was lying! I wouldn't hurt Goldie; I loved her too much! Kaolite-san didn't even care that I was sick and just got over a fit, and didn't care that my precious Goldie was dead!

Wow, I really do talk miserably about Kaolite-san, don't I? She just makes me so mad, and I have to get my steam out somehow, right? I have no one else to talk to about this... I don't know what papa would think of me if I lamented to him all the mean things about Kaolite-san, his TOP assistant, does. But I do feel better talking to you about it... its much better than some other ideas I've had about tripping her in the hallway. I know that would be mean so I don't do it... I wouldn't want to be like meany Kaolite-baka!

Heehee, I'm still a little tired from my sickness. I shall say adieu (that's French by the way ^-^)

~Hotaru-chan